I started reading some days ago the selected writings of Philip K. Dick published under the title “The shifting realities of Philip K. Dick” by Lawrence Sutin, who also wrote a biography of Dick.
It has been some time since I haven’t read a Dick’s novel, and I didn’t realize how much I was missing it, I was missing him. Truly his writings are touching me. I am reading this short essays, speeches, introductions in the train, going to work in the morning, and oftentimes I start having tears. So I close the book, need to take some time, try not to look affected for other people in the train. Dick is talking about his life, his love for science-fiction, SF writers, girlfriends and cats. He is repeating how poor he was, is and will be, a talk about life with this familiar voice of close friends who are sad, sometimes resignated, sometimes revolted, always frank and true. He doesn’t want to hide and his simplicity, the delicate and at the same time straightforward tone he has, take us with him. He doesn’t want to hide, or to show off. He wants to be, to feel, and his relation to life is sincere. He his searching meaning, loves music and philosophy, reads everything he can about religion, talks about dead friends, jokes about little things and pass on moments of his life where he was touched and amazed. Dick was a truly great writer, someone who weaves strings of the most exquisite quality, and makes us feel more alive, more humans.